Sometimes. Not always. I remember singing to demons, for example. I remember being happy to do it with two people who I know are my friends back then, but I still can't tell you their name.
It's great, but it hurts so much at the same time, knowing those two people might be here, but I might never see them again. It's scary because I don't know where these memories are leading me.
It's sometimes hard talking about your feelings. I'm lucky cause I have a supporting family. I know not everyone's like me.
Well I think that seeing all these crazy things happen right in front of me is pretty damn scary.
Like the rest of my life was going to be spent in padded rooms. Stuffing hundreds of pills in my mouth trying to make the voices quiet down. Or being told I have a brain tumor.
Oh great you know I never thought about the possibility of monsters living under my bed. I should be thankful I don't have a place for monsters to GET under my bed.
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It's great, but it hurts so much at the same time, knowing those two people might be here, but I might never see them again. It's scary because I don't know where these memories are leading me.
It's sometimes hard talking about your feelings. I'm lucky cause I have a supporting family. I know not everyone's like me.
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Like the rest of my life was going to be spent in padded rooms.
Stuffing hundreds of pills in my mouth trying to make the voices quiet down.
Or being told I have a brain tumor.
Why were you singing to demons? Do you know?
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Shit man, I hope no one ends up like that that can see stuff from here. I'd probably try to see if we could bust em out...
Anyway, nope no idea at all. I do know our city was in peril so maybe I as doing it to save people. They demons seemed to really be into it mind you.
I think there as an evil clown involved too? I had a memory of clowns it kinda sucked to be honest...
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Unless I burned down the universe to get rid of evil clowns.
That would be fine.
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That will be a nice image to pull up if I start worrying about monsters under the bed.
You'd have those cool dog ears too.
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Cool dog ears? You mean like the filter or?
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I mean the ones you had on when it was April Fool's Day, and I was some kind of blond wolf.
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And haha sure! Maybe if I had some tools to do that. So far I only got stuff I can buy. I'll do my best!
[Coming soon, demons summoned from his mind and a guitar case that's a submachinegun. If only he knew...]
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Beat it in a staring contest. Cue victory music.