[Oh good so it wasn't a Mistake. Now how to explain it...]
Well I didn't name you like I promised...I think he's still trying to figure out who he likes...but I'm pretty sure you're in there, if that makes sense?
Ahh sorry. Real life. I'm not saying that your memories aren't your real life but it's more like I guess you gotta deal with what your memories mean...and then you've got your usual issues for living, if that makes sense.
It could be but you won't know until you get your own memories, I guess. Maybe you had some before, but you forgot them...but like I said, those memories...they don't change who you are.
It may be hard for him. Especially if you guys only met last summer.
Well some dudes like yapping their face off like me, but some dudes are just the quiet type.
I guess the best you can do is help him out and let him figure it out on his own.
Yeah...it's like glancing into another window. I can't speak for everyone but it's almost like living it for the first time in away...watching a movie with you as the actor.
It's weird, sometimes funny, sometimes incredibly painful...it's life, distilled.
I'm pretty sure it happened. I got an key to go to a place very few people here can go. No way that is made up since I can enter it here.
You said something before about it being scary. Well, it was. And nobody else bothered to tell me that ahead of time. And nobody else told me it's going to be painful, either.
I think they all know, but don't really want to talk about it.
Sometimes. Not always. I remember singing to demons, for example. I remember being happy to do it with two people who I know are my friends back then, but I still can't tell you their name.
It's great, but it hurts so much at the same time, knowing those two people might be here, but I might never see them again. It's scary because I don't know where these memories are leading me.
It's sometimes hard talking about your feelings. I'm lucky cause I have a supporting family. I know not everyone's like me.
Well I think that seeing all these crazy things happen right in front of me is pretty damn scary.
Like the rest of my life was going to be spent in padded rooms. Stuffing hundreds of pills in my mouth trying to make the voices quiet down. Or being told I have a brain tumor.
Oh great you know I never thought about the possibility of monsters living under my bed. I should be thankful I don't have a place for monsters to GET under my bed.
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hey hows the city treating you
has anything exploded yet
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But no I don't think anything has exploded...
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i know the city is like
2000% capable of breaking itself
its really quite appalling
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Was I not supposed to?
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Well I didn't name you like I promised...I think he's still trying to figure out who he likes...but I'm pretty sure you're in there, if that makes sense?
I am really bad at explaining this.
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Maybe he's expecting someone to contact him and tell him they like him man idk what goes on in his mind.
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Huh
Good for him
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Or maybe I am just fearing my life from death from either you or him.
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It's great that he's into a bunch of people and is exploring his options for happiness.
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Well, I hope that both of you find happiness, you know? I think both of you deserve it.
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Besides, even if I am one of the many people he has a crush on, I'm just one of many cute suitors he daydreams about, so it doesn't really matter.
I'm fine.
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[He doesn't buy it, but he doesn't want to get into an argument about it. She can overcome that part herself.]
Well I'm gonna be rooting for you out of everyone.
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You're just going to let him win?
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[He's so confused.]
I'm not in this dating race!
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I meant with him!
5 Apr
You're the only reason I'm not in a mental hospital.
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You're welcome I think?????
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I have four friends and my own brother on the app. None of them told me what it was going to be like.
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Where they all awakened this month? That might have been why...
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He said oh hi, welcome back. And that's it.
He's dealing with a lot of stuff right now, though.
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...wait welcome back? So you awoke before that but you don't remember it...I didn't even know that was possible.
[Shit that's kinda frightening?]
What type of stuff is he dealing with? Memory stuff or like RL issues?
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That I was on it before and forgot
What does RL mean?
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RL, then. Maybe the past life thing is what causes it, I don't know.
I met him for the first time last summer.
He's not real big into talking about stuff.
Not if it's actually bothering him.
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It may be hard for him. Especially if you guys only met last summer.
Well some dudes like yapping their face off like me, but some dudes are just the quiet type.
I guess the best you can do is help him out and let him figure it out on his own.
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Remembering something that never happened?
Or it maybe did happen, or whatever?
Does it actually feel real?
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It's weird, sometimes funny, sometimes incredibly painful...it's life, distilled.
I'm pretty sure it happened. I got an key to go to a place very few people here can go. No way that is made up since I can enter it here.
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You said something before about it being scary.
Well, it was. And nobody else bothered to tell me that ahead of time.
And nobody else told me it's going to be painful, either.
I think they all know, but don't really want to talk about it.
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It's great, but it hurts so much at the same time, knowing those two people might be here, but I might never see them again. It's scary because I don't know where these memories are leading me.
It's sometimes hard talking about your feelings. I'm lucky cause I have a supporting family. I know not everyone's like me.
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Like the rest of my life was going to be spent in padded rooms.
Stuffing hundreds of pills in my mouth trying to make the voices quiet down.
Or being told I have a brain tumor.
Why were you singing to demons? Do you know?
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Shit man, I hope no one ends up like that that can see stuff from here. I'd probably try to see if we could bust em out...
Anyway, nope no idea at all. I do know our city was in peril so maybe I as doing it to save people. They demons seemed to really be into it mind you.
I think there as an evil clown involved too? I had a memory of clowns it kinda sucked to be honest...
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Unless I burned down the universe to get rid of evil clowns.
That would be fine.
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That will be a nice image to pull up if I start worrying about monsters under the bed.
You'd have those cool dog ears too.
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Cool dog ears? You mean like the filter or?
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I mean the ones you had on when it was April Fool's Day, and I was some kind of blond wolf.
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And haha sure! Maybe if I had some tools to do that. So far I only got stuff I can buy. I'll do my best!
[Coming soon, demons summoned from his mind and a guitar case that's a submachinegun. If only he knew...]
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Beat it in a staring contest. Cue victory music.